Lately I have been in a whirlwind of drama/situations around me that I do not necessarily want to go through but have been affecting my mood lately. Bear with me, this may be a ton of ranting, but hey, this is what has been on my mind and I need to shed it somewhere.

First.
School has been driving me to the verge. Taking five classes is a lot more intense than I anticipated, but I know that if I want to enjoy my last quarter as a college student, more classes is necessary in this quarter. However, I did horribly on my last midterm and to be honest, I just want to pass this class (which has not been the case since I switched out of a science major). I was quite bummed out of the fact that switching out of my major I am still at the point of "barely surviving." Yeah, this one class is bad. Then my UWP as usual is on the verge of B (which is typical of me and English classes, never get A's). Nutrition and ETX should be fine (my only potential A's), and possibly an A for HDE 103 if I manage to pull off the final well. So I guess I'm looking at two A's, one A-, one B and one C (if I get lucky).

Second.
I have an issue where I run away from whereever I am confronted with problems. First off, I have been locked out of my house many times, there are days where people will deadbolt the door (I do not have the keys to the deadbolt because we usually just use this security code) and that pissed me off because all the girls living here know I do not have a key yet.

My bestfriend who I have not talked to since I took my GREs back in September finally returns my call while I was driving down to SoCal to invite me to a party. And this is her biggest party of the weekend for her fraternity and she tells me two hours before it is happening. That made me very sad and very disappointed in her. I have tried many times to contact her, ask her to come out with me, but she has either just ignored my texts or said nothing much. And she invites me the last minute for something that is important to her. I'm sorry, but as a bestfriend, I really hope I mean more than that.

I have lost another friend where she is working on her senior project or whatnot, and I keep trying to contact her to hang out but like usual she's forgotten about me somehow.

I think either I need to find better friends or something needs to change.

A boy has been going after me lately, and it has caused some confusion in my life. I am typing this while I have been running high with a fever, yet my thoughts have been racing faster than I can comprehend.

The boy I mentioned before has lost contact with me (which is pretty typical). Now this new "boy" in my life is different, almost crazy if you ask me.

For one, he hates going to school but manages to get high grades (A's at time).

Next off, he loves to play with Legos and has the ability to create random objects with various pieces. I have not seen that type of ability in a long time.

He is semi-ADHD. He was never tested, so it is unfair to classify him as having certain characteristics, but he has the tendency to move around constantly. It is hard for him to stay in one place.

He hates driving, he finds it hard to concentrate for long periods of time (similar to ADD I suppose).

Recently he has picked up drinking, and finds females to be intimidating to talk to (mostly me) and so in order to talk to me he tries to stay inebriated.

He is semi-OCD. After seeing him for the weekend, everytime he touches the dog he will wash his hands. He constantly brushes his teeth though not extreme but getting there.

He has insomnia, he has trouble falling asleep and staying asleep.

The subject on ex-girlfriend is very sensitive - most of his clothes were bought from her, and somehow he didn't think it was right for him to stay with her because she should get to know other guys, too. Perhaps commitment?

Lastly, he never really liked his ex, apparently he did, but not to an extreme extend, but now he has a strong liking for another girl.

Crazy?